Illness or Angel???People talk of the angel of death. When I hear this, i think of an angel so kind, not there to harm, but to guide, perhaps the angel of death is our guardian angels too?? This made me think, everyone has a form of illness, they will die of something one day. Therefore, i think, is my anorexia really just an illness?? If i have seen it as the only thing so far to have helped me, yes it will inevitably kill me, but now i am being helped. But one day in the future, it may decide that the earth is not my place, and slowly consume me and break me down. If this is my angel of death, then is cancer another persons? Perhaps thIllness or Angel???
Anorexia MonologueA black space, inside me, a void to be filled. No-one can fill it, nothing can. Let this empty despair grow, and grow, until it destroys me further. Let it engulf me from the inside, drown me in my own worthlessness, eating will only prolong this process, my starving the void will take over much faster, no more pain to be felt, no more tears to be shed. Just emptiness, a faded image. No, a wiped out image. Destroy all evidence of my existence, let no-one know me or my name. I am unworthy to exist. I have my dreams, and my aims. But they are selfish. I doAnorexia Monologue
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